On day 6 and 7 we had Ewa’s excellent classes on yoga anatomy. Wow! We can be very grateful that we have such a talented and knowledgeable person teaching us anatomy and correct alignments. You really realise that what you have doing before has not been that correct. Meaning your asanas have been just somewhere around there, so ie. not really there at all if you want to be precise. You really have to learn and discover a whole new way to use your body to gain the correct asana. You have to become more aware of your body and its movements. Pay attention to the gross but also the subtle movements in the body. I, for example have noticed and learned that I have very “bossy” buttocks which tend to dominate and therefore, my right muscles aren’t always working. We had a chaturanga dandasana clinic on day 6 (that is the plank pose for non-yogis). I realised I haven’t been really doing it right. Now I have to learn to give up the bad habits and learn to do it correctly. Lots of work, but feels amazing when you realise that you are able to correct it and can use the right muscles finally. I don’t think it is perfect yet, but we are getting there, slowly, slowly.
I have never been too interested in anatomy but this class definitely lit up the fire to know more. If you do not plan to teach, it is still important to be aware of your body and how it works. You need this information in your practice and also it can give you cues why this and that happens in your body, for example yoga related injuries. So the anatomy class was definitely no boring at all. Ewa uses also humor in the class, so it is not too serious. We can have a laugh as well.
On day 7 we talked about the nervous system and I learned that there is a reason why I am addicted to handstands. Yes, that’s right. I’ve been practicing handstands 1,5 years or so, now. Every time I do them I feel child like joy and elation. I want to do one after another because it is so fun and makes me feel good. Drum rolls! Here comes the explanation: it is actually Cerebrospinal Fluid that makes my brain to bathe in endorphines. So it was not just my imagination, there was an actual explanation to my feelings and euphoria. I strongly encourage you to try being upside down, if you know how to do it safely. Because it feels so good and it gives you energy!
In the afternoon on day 7 we had Swami (meaning teacher) Pujan talking about Hindu philosophy. I was a bit worried that I would fall asleep because me and Maria had just had a big lunch at Mama Pooh’s. My Mussaman curry was so good that I ate it all. It was a big portion need I say. After the curry I had a delicious coconut milk cappuccino. Well, it was more of a latte so I felt very full afterwards. Anyway, enough about food. We are going to go the higher grounds now. Perhaps it was due to the caffeine or perhaps I just found the lesson interesting, but I was able to stay alert the whole 90 minutes. I have read just tiny bits about Hindu/ Yoga philosophy before. That’s because it is not so simple to understand. Nor have I been so interested before. The idea that yoga is not just “gymnastics” is really starting to sink in me. Yoga is a way or a tool to use your mind to calm the “monkey mind”, the mind that is constantly (over)thinking. Behind yoga is a whole philosophy and it gives you a unique view of life, a view which urges you to be more aware of yourself.
To finish the very long day we still had our first Kirtan which means devotional chanting. I tried to keep an open mind but have to be honest, I wasn’t too keen. I have seen people do it before so I knew a little bit of what to expect. I’m willing to give it another chance but I’m a bit suspicious it would be my cup of tea. The Kirtan finished 8.45pm (15 minutes overtime, grrrr….) and after popping in to my friend’s house I was at home 10pm, dead beat. My musician neighbor decided to start singing and playing her keyboard 11.30pm, again. I am starting to be pretty irritated about it. Even with earplugs the music comes through. She sings and plays nearly every day, sometimes at 1 or 2 at night. That is not right. No respect for other people, in my opinion. Guess I need to confront her and explain it to her. I try to do it in a nice way, though.
I knew we would have long days when I signed up for this course. But when you have days which start 7am and finish 7 or 9pm you really don’t have time for self-study, time to absorb and digest all the new information. When you have a small break for a few hours you pretty much use it for eating and resting. Or if you live on the island you might have some errands to run, or maybe you just want to talk or see your friends as well. In my case, I’m struggling to have time to write and edit this blog as well. And learn how to use it. If I don’t write things down I will forget half. So, there are some time management issues here.